| . hair-kut . |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|09:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  satisfied | ] |
| [ | music |
| | .the "voices in my head" all agreeing for once. | ] |
i'm moving my journal.
new start.
if i haven't added you to my new friends' list, please tell me.
if you want to find me, post here and i'll tell you.
if ya don't...well, ok.
your perogative.
i love you all. thank you for everything.
.the unsuburban. |
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| . i need to learn how to talk . |
[Mar. 2nd, 2004|12:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Maybe in a Alternate Dimension (Legoland) - Ozma | ] |
so i'm told everything will be fine.
people just need their time, right?
then i'll be able to devulge the entire story instead of the part i put up on here.
i want to go to him. he doesn't want to see me - understandable. i wouldn't want to see me either. but i can't leave myself.
i want to say i'm sorry 18 gabillion different ways. i want to make it up to you. i want to tell you the truth - the entire truth. but i know my words mean nothing now. i'm not expecting them to. but please hear me out.
but not here, Ker.
i want to talk to you.
face to face.
as soon as humanly poosible. |
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| . the curse known as LiveJournal . |
[Mar. 1st, 2004|09:52 pm] |
that's all i can say.
i never meant to hurt anyone.
i never meant to be fake.
was i fake? then i'm sorry.
i felt my timing was just off.
i have a hard time talking to people.
i get everything out in writing. so i wrote on a journal.
probably should have been lock and key, huh?
damn, i didn't mean to hurt you ker. i was just scared.
i know it doesn't make any diffenerce now. *sighs*
i so want to talk to you, but i understand that you don't want to.
fuck.
i'll be at the school tomorrow at 10, ker.
catch the shuttle with the others.
you can stab me then.
i deserve it.
please.
everyone else who has beef with me - grab a knife...but ker gets first shots.
i won't fight back. |
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